I guess it would be safe to say that my blog is deserted by its author right now. My life continues to be without much direction at the moment.... I have three weeks left in my current job and it seems that unless some of the random applications I have sent out will miraculously take....I will be unemployed come November. For some reason this doesn't cause much panic in me. I am going to be fine regardless and I am so used to struggling and getting by with very little that my only concern would be the eventual feeling of unworthiness and living without much purpose...but otherwise, if I will find myself without work in three weeks, I will get back to vigorous training and more writing, photography and so forth.
Things are not all gloomy... I have met someone and as usual for me this situation is not conventional, not some everyday romance...but this man makes me laugh and first time in a long time I actually think there might be something to look forward to in the future...so I am just living in the moment and accepting this love.
Some of these days I will get back to this blog but that day is not here yet.
Much love to you all.
